My mood swings like swings and round-a-bouts so I have to let it out shout out loud but no one can hear me cause when I shout I don’t want to make a sound.
How do I feel today?
I am pissed off cause my only stable relationships I have (Friends) seem to think it's much more fun to go out and get drunk than come and see me. Well that I would have to agree with but there is something inside that eats away at me - I think about why they would rather be there, why they don’t want to come and see me, was it something I said, did I do something? Have I upset people because I have announced I might be Bi Polar. Do they really think I am crazy now!? I cant get way from the fact that when I don't see people I REALLY WANT TO SEE THEM but when I am with them, I’m as quiet as a mouse and just sit there taking it all in my head. I can't communicate like the others do. I’m always afraid of what I might say to offend one person or the next so you can imagine how I am when I have a crowd of people! FUCK.
I’m going to see my
Sunday 17 June 2007
Mood of Today
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I went ahead and added you to my blog of bipolar links. I hope that you are doing well it seems that you have been struggling with a few things and just kind of stopped. I would like to hear more from you sometime. If you ever stop by my blog and see that I'm on yahoo drop me a line if you need to chat.
Take it easy,
Bryan
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