My Introduction with Bi Polar on my side

Hi my name is Richard AKA Blandy. Welcome to my Blog.

I have not been diagnosed with Bi Polar yet, however I am certain that I do show personality traits of a Bi Polar sufferer. After visiting my GP last week it was apparent to him that this may be the case. There are the up days and then there are the down days. Lately there have been more of the down days than normal and that is always going to be tough but from what I understand and how I have always coped; I’ll talk to the screen about it and release some of that emotion.

So what’s my plan? – Well I want to learn as much as I can about this Illness. It is an Illness and not a disease and so this is something that may have laid dormant throughout my early childhood. It has always been there, the thought that I didn’t fit in with the rest of the world. I was different, very withdrawn and preferred it that way. Now when I am at the Adult crossroads, being 22 years old, I think a lot of these issues are starting to resurface for that final attempt to put things in the past and reconcile differences within the family. Emotions are strong and thoughts fast, sometime sit feels like a multiple car pile up on the motorway to my brain.